Life seem to be like a roller coaster to me ,
In life there is lots of ups and downs ,
But i think roller coaster would be the best to say about my life .
I think my life had been wonderful,
Like how we first sat on the roller coaster ,
There would be 2 feelings ,
One is excited / happy because ,
We tend to have different feeling and we get to choose whatever seat we wan ,
Its just like we had a chance to get whatever we wan ,
But went the whole ride ended ,
You know that that not what you wan in the first place ,
The simple feeling you ever thought of .
But soon after you left you know that you had make the wrong choice to move ,
Cause indeed i love the feeling ,
But without fail ,
you will know that you already lose someone you love deep down ,
The second feeling is scare / fear ,
We are afraid that no one will be there to hold us ,
What happen when we fall ,
But we know ,
That particular someone would hold you and tell you ,
I am here , there is nothing for you to be afraid of ,
But we tend to be brave ,
we would then push that fellow away ,
and act like we are actually strong ,
But deep inside we are very scare , we have no courage .
but when that ride is over ,
You would never get to that point when you first started ,
Because we had already hurt someone else .
But when you think back again ,
Have i regretted making those wrong choice ,
I always do knows we human are very weird ,
At this certain point of time ,
You can be with any person but are our heart there ?'
The answer only we know ,
I always wonder ,
Did i regret making those little little mistake that i will regret for life?
Sometime ,
Love is like hate and hate is like love .
I actually don't know what i am looking forward in life?
A relationship that can lasts when the person love you more than you love him?
Or a relationship that both have the same amount of love ?
Or to hide the feeling and not be a burden in someone else life ?
And stay away from love ?
Sometime i wonder what love ?
Is love that noble that can change someone else life ?
I don't know ,
My life had been complicated and i don't know what i looking forward to anymore.
I don't know ,
My mind went blank when its come to love / realtionship .
Is single best or being with someone else ?
Or maybe to change the person you love to your close friend ?
Things goes round and round again and again ,
Have i made the wrong choice again?
Had i hurt someone else again ?
Am i happy ?
I also don't know .
People out there do i look happy ?
Do i seem like i am being assume by those little little things?
can people read thru my face ?
Hais
That why i do think that life is like a roller coaster ?
What if the roller coaster break down?
There is an accident to the roller coaster ?
Will my heart just stop pumping and i had to say good bye to the world .
I can't predict ,
I have no say ,
but deep down anyone heard what my heart says?
Those little people i had to give up just becase i want to be happy ?
well ,
I am might had say quite alot ,
But who will really know what i am saying ?
Well ,
I shall just stop here .
Okay ,
Bye ~
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:18:00 PM
Wednesday, May 9, 2012