Outing with my lovely girls .
Thanks for all those little little things you guy did for me .
Thanks bitches .
I am here to post about a guy ,
He is a person who is important to me ,
But we always do quarrel over small things ,
And make out relationship worst ,
I know he is caring and stuff ,
I am sorry ,
I am super petty and i get jealous over what people say .
I am sorry for those attitude i shown you ,
I did not mean it ,
I am just someone useless and selfish .
I am afraid one day i might be gone and never come back .
Will this hurt you even more ?
Sometime i wonder ?
I am afraid i leave anytime ,
I would most miss my dad , my family , my cliques and you .
Sometime i wished i don't have to think so much.
To be concerned about every single things .
I am afraid things much get worst ,
Out of the sudden i got to say good bye to my loved ones .
I am afraid that day come .
I wished that i am ...
I am sorry . :/
Bye ~
♥our lips must always be sealed
2:01:00 PM
Hey,
I am back to post ,
Look at that guy up there ,
Me love him so so so so much ,
He is my dad ,
I love him more than i love anyone else .
He would always be there for me ,
Give me the green light to do whatever things i liked .
He would always be there for me when i needed him ,
He would be able give me sufficient love,
Thanks dad for everything ,
Every small things you given me now ,
I will remember by heart ,
I will repay you when i grow up .
Dad is are super awesome . (:
DADDY ME LOVE YOU !
Recently ,
Went to cineleisure orcahrd to catch a movie ,
Along with Sheryee , ShiTing & my bitch XinPing.
That movie is super awesomeeee .
After the movie went to H&M to shop ,
As Xinping wanted to change shoe ,
Did not manage to find ,
went to somerset forever 21,
Did manage to find a shoe but cant fit into the dress she is wearing .
Lol . (:
Then went to kovan to take bus to chomp chomp .
Haha ,
The food there are like super awesomeee also ,
And we are late to meet Anna , Sim , Ang , Taiwee , Varick , Richard , Tiongboon .
Haha ,
Then we took a bus to the nearest bus stop near serangoon nex ,
Then walked to nex ,
Did not managed to catch the last train ,
So went to waited for the bus .
Was super rush i still have to meet people .
lol , Sorry i am late .
I know you will be stalking me ,
So yeahhh . (:
Happy 1month&2days ! (:
Still counting on ~
Bye ~
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:27:00 AM
Life seem to be like a roller coaster to me ,
In life there is lots of ups and downs ,
But i think roller coaster would be the best to say about my life .
I think my life had been wonderful,
Like how we first sat on the roller coaster ,
There would be 2 feelings ,
One is excited / happy because ,
We tend to have different feeling and we get to choose whatever seat we wan ,
Its just like we had a chance to get whatever we wan ,
But went the whole ride ended ,
You know that that not what you wan in the first place ,
The simple feeling you ever thought of .
But soon after you left you know that you had make the wrong choice to move ,
Cause indeed i love the feeling ,
But without fail ,
you will know that you already lose someone you love deep down ,
The second feeling is scare / fear ,
We are afraid that no one will be there to hold us ,
What happen when we fall ,
But we know ,
That particular someone would hold you and tell you ,
I am here , there is nothing for you to be afraid of ,
But we tend to be brave ,
we would then push that fellow away ,
and act like we are actually strong ,
But deep inside we are very scare , we have no courage .
but when that ride is over ,
You would never get to that point when you first started ,
Because we had already hurt someone else .
But when you think back again ,
Have i regretted making those wrong choice ,
I always do knows we human are very weird ,
At this certain point of time ,
You can be with any person but are our heart there ?'
The answer only we know ,
I always wonder ,
Did i regret making those little little mistake that i will regret for life?
Sometime ,
Love is like hate and hate is like love .
I actually don't know what i am looking forward in life?
A relationship that can lasts when the person love you more than you love him?
Or a relationship that both have the same amount of love ?
Or to hide the feeling and not be a burden in someone else life ?
And stay away from love ?
Sometime i wonder what love ?
Is love that noble that can change someone else life ?
I don't know ,
My life had been complicated and i don't know what i looking forward to anymore.
I don't know ,
My mind went blank when its come to love / realtionship .
Is single best or being with someone else ?
Or maybe to change the person you love to your close friend ?
Things goes round and round again and again ,
Have i made the wrong choice again?
Had i hurt someone else again ?
Am i happy ?
I also don't know .
People out there do i look happy ?
Do i seem like i am being assume by those little little things?
can people read thru my face ?
Hais
That why i do think that life is like a roller coaster ?
What if the roller coaster break down?
There is an accident to the roller coaster ?
Will my heart just stop pumping and i had to say good bye to the world .
I can't predict ,
I have no say ,
but deep down anyone heard what my heart says?
Those little people i had to give up just becase i want to be happy ?
well ,
I am might had say quite alot ,
But who will really know what i am saying ?
Well ,
I shall just stop here .
Okay ,
Bye ~
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:18:00 PM
Friday, May 18, 2012
