Thursday, April 19, 2012
Faking a smile is easier , Having a real smile is never easy .
Anyone out there ,
Can you help me , Let me know what is love ,
I started to think that love is tiring ,
There is too much thing out there that we need to consider ,
Like family , time and if its really affect our studied .
Too much things to consider isn't it ?
Its might be hurting now,
But will it be better for you ?
I always wonder , too much things that bother me right now .
Who can tell me which is the right choice ?
I feel like ending those little little things that affect me .
I dont know what else to say any longer .
I know its hard for me to make the choice ,
I will think wisely ,
Sorry and thankyou !
BYE !
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:10:00 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Her name is LIEWXUEQI ,
And she is my planner for my birthday !
Thanks for the present ,
The shirt and the duck bag !
Thanks for putting so much to plan my birthday ,
I know is super hard as the rain ruin everything ,
But after all i still enjoyed playing bowling ,
Thankyou ! (:
On thursday which is my birthday ,
Thing went ot to be smooth ,
Although , i got the feeling that something bad gonna happen ,
Well , I did not expect my team mate to be there for me ,
I am sorry ,
I am not strong enough to overcome and stay as a team together with you all ,
I felt so super sorry ,
And yet you guy still treat me so well ,
I cried when Mrsingh came to me and told me what you guy had say ,
I am sincerely sorry and i wan to thanks everyone in the team ,
Indeed i had given up hope on everyone of youu ,
But no one had given up on me ,
I did not know what to say as i was super touched by them .
Especially when i cry ,
You guy came over hug me and say we are in the same team ,
And asked me not to cry ,
After everything ,
You guy did not forget my birthday ,
And you guy sang for me ,
THANKYOU ! (:
Well ,
I still remember i was being punished by MrRaj ,
But after he knew its was my birthday ,
He came to me and apologised ,
But anyway ,
Thanks to him ,
I knew he was passing a message ,
That i had not been noticing ,
Till now i knew what he was trying to say .
THANKYOU !
To all the HOCKEYTEACHER ,
THANKYOU ,
I knew you guy treat me very well ,
But i am sorry i disappoint everyone of you ,
Thanks for the encouragement ,
Thanks for the hug and the console .
I appericated that alot .
Till now ,
I knew where i stand in all of your heart !
To my cliques ,
I thanks god for giving me you guy ,
We quarrel and everything ,
But after everything ,
We are back to normal ,
I know i am super stubborn and i am sorry about it ,
Thanks for all your forgive and forget ,
I appericated it alot ,
And especially on my birthday ,
You guy did not leave me alone ,
you guy saw me cry ,
You guy went around me and motivate me , encourage me ,
I knew you guy are the gift from the god ,
THANKYOU .
I would also like to thanks that someone ,
Thanks for accepting every single thing of mine ,
Trying your best to make me happy ,
Trying your best to make or relationship better ,
But i am always that someone that bring in problem ,
I am super sorry abot that ,
And i would like to thanks you for whatever you had done for me ! (:
Shall post till here !
Bye
A date to remember ; 12042012 !
Thanks to the all the above people mention ! (:
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:33:00 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
People out there ,
Look at those photo , That all my beloved friends !
They are the one that lighten up my day on the 5april2012 !
Thankyou for celebrating my birthday in advanced !
Appericated it ! (: <3
Look , Recently i am in a super good mood ,
I also don't know why . (:
But guess what ,
On my birthday ,
Our HOCKEY B boy are playing their finals ,
I will celebrating my birthday there ,
Since its compulsory for all the sec 4 and sec 5 to watch .
Well ,
I wan a birthday present from them ,
And that will be the victory of the game . (:
I know you guy can do it ! (:
Sometime i wonder will love be around forever and ever ,
Sometime when you fall in love ,
And another person out there ,
Care as much as he does or even more ,
Does its seem like that guy is better than the current ?
I also confused by those little little things out there ,
Shall just concentrate on my studied for now ! (:
Hope there would not be more quarrel ! (:
Counting down !
2 more days ! (:
And i am going to be 16 already !
Its counted as legal age isn't it ! (:
Shall post till here ,
BYE ~
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:36:00 PM
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Seeing those words you wrote ,
I hesitated of us being together ,
What happen if there is an end to us ?
I dont wan to start and end a relationship ,
Its tiring loving someone ,
it isn't easy at all .
School was as per normal ,
Rain early in the morning ,
Super cold ,
But thanks for the care and concern .
Too much things happen at a shot ,
Cant take the pressure ,
One by one .
Thing after another .
Today ,
i watched the B div girl match ,
The feeling of playing came back ,
But i won't be going back ,
Seeing them fought for every single ball ,
Its make me guilty ,
guilty for them to face it but not me ,
I am sorry girls ,
I know you guy did your best already ,
Its okay ,
I will always support you guy till the very end ,
The moment when all of you cry ,
My heart sink ,
My mood changes ,
Its left me unspoken ,
I did not even know i am doing ,
When i talk to them ,
They cried so badly ,
Saying why i am not back for them ,
Its make me feel so damn bad ,
Those tears they had ,
I had it before ,
Those pain can't be forgotten .
We should make out choice correctly ,
No regret .
Okay ,
Shall post till here ,
8 more days .
(;
BYE ~!
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:09:00 PM
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
I ask myself over and over again
Should really start a relationship when i knew there would be an end after that ,
Should i hurt myself again over a guy ,
Sometime falling in love is tired ,
What if we really love that person ?
Baby, you light up my world like nobody else . (:
Well ,
So today is a long day for me ,
Went to school as per normal ,
But i was late .. :(
But today school was fun ,
Maybe because today got MT ,
Somehow i loved MT lesson .
Havingg so much fun there .
Hahah ,
Well i have thanks XINPING , SHITING & XUEQI ,
But you know what ,
I feel so awkward ,
But anyway thanks for starting the conversation between us ,
Its kind of weird ,
Cause someone is like so direct ,
And i dont really like it ,
But its okayy ,
Have to get used to it ,
IN CASE ARHH !
Someone asked me if i need a birthday present ,
And THAT XINPING say ,
YOU need a birthday present and that someone! .
LOL !
Maybe that what i wan too .
(:
Looking forward to 120412 !
Like a cool arh . (:
Hope they would not be over on my birthday !
(:
Shall post till here . (:
Bye ~
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:39:00 PM
Sunday, April 1, 2012
I don't ask for much ,
I just hope that we would be good / best friend ,
As i am afraid to lose someone like you .
(:
Time pass so fast ,
Its now april already .
One third of the years has pass ,
Its mean that in 5 months time ,
We are having or 'N' Level already .
Scary sia . ):
So this few days ,
There is a guy bothering me ,
And the person is you ,
I am afraid if you know i started fallen for you ,
We would not be friend anymore,
This seem so scary ,
I hope you don't mind that i had fallen for you .
let just stay as friend as for now ,
We will see after a few month of communication.
This look so scaryy ..
Anyway ,
My birthday is around the corner already ,
I don't know what my clique will do for me ,
But i know its from the bottom of their heart .
Hahah .
My best present is for you all to celebrate for me ,
So anything will do ,
Nothing much i expect from you guy .
{him} is the best present already . (:
Okay ,
Shall post till here .
Bye ~ !
(:
♥our lips must always be sealed
5:56:00 PM
