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Friday, December 31, 2010

BYE 2010 ! WELCOME 2011 ! (:

Sunday, December 26, 2010

24th dec ; Went for steamboat
25th dec ; Went orchard with xinping and etc.
26th dec ; Went anchorvale with cousin.



24th dec ; Friday

Woke up quite early in the morning ,
Then went to wash up and stuff ,
Then went to watch show ,
Then went out in the afternoon ,
Went for steamboat ,
At bugis ,
with xinping , edmund , lucas .
Then went to eat ,
Eat not much as i dun have much appetite.
Then went to walk around at iluma , bugis street , bugis junction.
Then while walkingg,
Say my cousin ,
Had so chat with her and off we went ,
Saw Yubin , tingfang and cliques there too.
they had so chat ,
Then went off ,
Went to take bus home,
Then stop at hougang mall ,
Then decided to walk home from there .
Then think of some stuff.
then reach home.



you know wat , i can promise you not to touch wine , cause i know you did it for my health , Yeahh, i got feeling for you , wat to do? sighh..



25th dec ; sat


wake up early in the morning again,
Never sleep well ,
Thinking of stuff again ,
Sighh..
Then went to watch show again ,
Then went to prepare for outing ,
Then pack my stuff and etc ,
Then went out to buangkok ,
Meet Shixuann first ,
Then went over compass,
Meet xinping there .
Then went mac for lunch.
Then waited for sim they all .
Then headed to farrer park first ,
Then walk walk ,
Then went plaza sing ,
Then walk over to orchard ,
Sorry xinping ,
Wasn't in a good mood ,
Sorry sorry ,
Was thinking of stuff ,
And was pissed off by people .
Sorry..
Then walk around ,
Then went home with a bad mood.





26th dec ; sunday



Today rot at home till 7pm,
Then went anchorvale to find my cousin ,
Then went home ,
Aunty and uncle was at my house .
Now still here ,
I feel so bored .
Wat to do .



Yeahh , everytime , every moment i think of you . why am i suffering for you? i dunno its too? but i think you worth the wait , although you ask me to give up before le , but i still cant , i am sorryy. I know you got people in mind le , i will just suffer sliently alone . There is thing i wanted to tell you yet i dunno how to tell you , i know i am a useless person , wat to do? 1 week 1 day le , can i still tahan and try my best not to missyou? i know i cant , i am sorryy.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Yesterday ,
I was Drunk like a crazy fellow,
Sorry people,
I hit or scold you ,
That all my fault .

Yesterday ,
woke up at 11 plus,
Then went to wash up ,
Then went to watch tv and show ,
Then went to find food to eat ,
Then sister wake up ,
Then ask me wat time meet friend ,
Then i say 5 plus ,
Then continue to use com ,
Then watch show ,
Then went to bath ,
Pack my stuff ,
And went out .
Went to whitesand to buy present ,
Then went ehub to find ting they all ,
They sis went to mac,
After that went in to the chalet ,
Had BBQ and stuff,
Then went to play poker card,
Those who lose will drink wine ,
Then everyone started to drink ,
One bottle finish le ,
Open second bottle ,
Second bottle finish,
Then went in,
Cause we thought can exchange gift then go le ,
But they open new bottle of wine ,
Who get the smaller or bigger drink ,
Then drink using 3 bottle of wine .
I just went crazy after that ,
i hit people , i scold people.
Sorry friend..
And i call someone,
I am sorryy la ,
I know its all my fault ,
I know you forgive me ,
But i never forgive myself .
Paisehh..
Make you worry.
Then went home by cab ,
I vomit inside the cab,
OMGGG..
Sorry uncle .
Then went home.
Then went to charge my phone ,
Then sleep at 3 am .


I going out later ,
Post again tmr and later bahh.
Bye all !

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Just came back from Malacca ,
Quite tired actually .

Okayy ,
Back to post .

Monday ; 20 DEC ,
Sleep at around 2 plus ,
Then wake up at 4.55 ,
Morning call people ,
And i went to bath ,
Then check my stuff again,
They wake my sis up ,
Then she wash up all that ,
Then off i went to sch ,
Sat outside sch ,
While sis they all eat .
They went in sch to meet up,
Then went for breifing and everything ,
Up the bus ,
And off to the custom ,
Inside The bus was fun and everything was fine ,
Reach there ,
When to have lunch ,
Then check in to the hotel ,
Then off to match ,
Then after the match ,
went to have dinner ,
And went to wash up all that at the hotel ,
Then when for de-brief .
Light off at 11.15 ,
Yet i sleep at 12 plus.

Tuesday ; 21 DEC ,
wake up at 5.45,
Then went to bath ,
Then pack up ,
And went for breakfast,
Then went for training ,
Then went to have lunch ,
Off to hotel ,
Pack stuff and off for match ,
Then after that ,
went to dinner ,
Same as last night ,
De-breif and stuff.
Then sleep at 1?

Wednesday ; 23 Dec ,
Day to come home,
Wake up late today ,
Wake up at 6.30
then went wash up ,
Off for breakfast ,
Then to match ,
After that match went to hotel ,
Bath and pack stuff ,
Went to check out ,
Then wait at the lobby .
Then off for lunch .
Then went shopping ,
Nothing much to buy ,
Then went back to bus ,
And went back to singapore .
And now posting.


I will post till here,
Bye !

Monday, December 20, 2010

Hello all ,
Will be out of singapore for 3 days ,
Hope you guy enjoy your hoilday too ,
Bye all ! (:

Takecares wor ; xinping , Jinhao , Lucas , Sheryee , Edmund , Shixuan .

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Photo with my dearest coach ,
Hahass,
That day was our team bonding ,
its was a fun and memorable jounrey to SENTOSA !
I hope there is another chance ,
Cause i wants to play along with them . (:
Miss lots of fun !
Yet had lots of laughter ! (:

Back to post ,
Monday !
Went out with parent early in the morning ,
Then went to see fridge ,
Then off to AMK ,
Then walk around ,
Then went to hougang mall to shop for stuff ,
Off we go home ,
Pack all the stuff for training,
Then dad fetch us to training ,
Training was tiring ,
Had lots of set play .
But its was a fun day.
Then off i went home ,
bath and went out with parent ,
Had dinner and watever ,
Then went home ,
Used com and watch tv.
Wat a boring hoilday i have ..


Tuesday ,
Wat a long day today ,
Wake up early just for xinping you know?
Siann ,
Then waited for her to wake up ,
Its take a life time ,
Bored dead at home .
Then she woke up ,
After she wash up ,
Meet her at lrt , compass ,
Then like not enough sleep like that .
Then went to Anchorvale CC for badminton ,
With Xinping , Sheryee , ShiTing , Edan .
Then play till 1.30 ,
While waitingg for textt ,
Kinda PISSED OFF !
Then off to have my first meal at 1.30 ,
With The same 4 people ,
At MAC !
Yeahhh !!!
Then eat and slack till 3 plus ,
Then went to compass,
With Sheryee , Xinping , Edan .
Then went outside to take bus ,
To Paris ris ,
Then went to find Tingfang they all ,
Thanks Minghui and morrison ,
They came out to bring us in ,
Went to talk and slack for half an hour ,
Then off i went to compass,
Meet my sis there ,
Then went to buy stuff ,
Then went home again.
Then went to bath all that ,
Watch tv , bath and com .
Then my sis ask me go down pass thing ,
Then went down to meet grace and stead.
Then slack and talk awhile ,
Just reach home only.
(:


Sighhh , wanting you to text me is so hard ? i am waiting for your text for like 5 bloody hours again .. Sighh , i miss your text you know? Siann..

I will post again soon .
Bye people ! (:

Sunday, December 12, 2010

This photo is took on 09 dec !
Had team bonding day on that day !
Had some much fun and laughter ,
Thanks people ! (:

Wasnt in good mood recently ,
So people ,
If i did something stupid like scolding you guy ,
I am sorryy arhh..
I did not mean it.

Thanks for your warm hand on the 11 dec, i had lots of fun that day with you , although, i know there is thing which is left unspoken , hahas. IMISSYOURHAND ! (: Heartsyouuu ! (:

Yesterday ,
Had lots of fun with ,
Xinping ; insertname ; someonespecial !
Went to plaza sing for movie ,
Watch SKYLINE ,
Was kinda scary at some moment ,
Hahas. (:
Thanks someonespecial for your hand ! (:
Thanks for the warmest given ,
Sorry to make you cold ,
Hahass,
Then went to walk around the mall ,
Went in to dunno wat shop,
Then keep playing around ,
Hahass,
Then went out of the shop ,
Then we stand there like idiot ,
Then walk off again,
Then they decided to go orchard ,
So decided to walk to orchard ,
Chatted with someonespecial !
Have lots of laughter ! (:
Then went to somerset first ,
Then look at the bag ,
Xinpingg dun like ,
So off we go to orchard ion ,
Before going ,
We went to the ben and jerry there ,
At first xinpingg wanna eat ,
Then she dun wann ,
Went to the mac there .
Then drink green tea ! (:
Then walk to orchard ion ,
They wanna eat sweet ,
So went to find ,
After that ,
Walk awhile ,
Then off to bugis with them ,
They went there to have desert ,
Then off we go to send xinpingg off to NEX ,
To find sim and sim's father.
Then we went home.
Hahass. (:
Sorryy wanst feeling very well yesterdayy .
Paisehh arhh.. (:

Today ,
Later going out with parent ! (:


I will post till here !
Bye all ! (:

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I will be back to post again soon ..
Currently no MOOD to post anymore..
I will be back soonn..

Bye people !

Monday, December 6, 2010

Its my birthday when i am at pri 6?
I dun remember already.
Hahaass..
The birthday cake was specially made,
Thanks dad and mum .
Hahas.
(:
Love the cake . (:


Today ; My dad and ahma birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !


Today ,
actually need to go temple with mum de,
But i cant wake up ,
So did not go,
Hahas,
Sleep at 1 ?
Woke up at 6?
Then fall asleep again?
9 plus,
Then fall asleep till 12?
I also forget le ,
Hahas..
Then went to wash up,
Then went to use com ,
use till 4 plus,
Uncle call ,
Say he reach le ,
Then he dunno how go ,
So went to bath quickly ,
In the end,
dad went down first ,
Then bath finish ,
My mum say she accompany me down?
So went down with her,
Then went to the function room ,
Then my mum ask me to go fetch my aunt ,
So here i go ,
Went 401 ,
Then went to her house,
Took all the stuff,
Then back there,
Guess wat ,
My uncle is all alone in the function room ,
So Emo yeahh..
Then accompany,
Then take food for them ,
Ate alot of thing.
Hahass..
Then my ahma came ,
So yeahh ,
wish her happy birthday ,
And out i went ,
Went to talk on phone with SOMEONE SPECIAL !
Then talk halfway ,
Accidently press end call,
Sorryy arhh..
Then went to call back .
Then chat chat !
So yeahh..
Although,
Its just a few mins,
I am still happy after all,
Although i feel unhappy when you put down the phone ,
But thanks for accompany me,
i feel much better after the chat !
(:
Then went back in to the function room ,
Went home for awhile ,
Went to do my stuff first ,
Then went back down ,
Eat too much there le,
Hahaa,
Gonna cut fats soon.
Then went home at 10 plus,
Then now using com .
(:

I finally take up the courage to text you at 11.11 , i dunno wat i am thinking la, seriously. Sorryy arhh.. I feel happy when i talk to you, thanks alot ! Anyway i owe you an explanation , you owe me a hug, so yeahh. (: 2 is better than 1? Hahass..


I feel so stress,
Every single day, You are trying to quarrel with me isnt you tired,
I get enough of you le,
Not matter wat you say ,
I wont take it to heart anymore,
You are no longer worth !
You should be happy that i text you ,
HAHAH !


Hahaas, I have to apologised to you for saying stupid thing, i am sorry , hope you forgive , but i really hope to end all those thing. ):
Boy ; imissyouu !

I will post till here,
BYE BYE !

Iwillmissandloveyoualways !

Sunday, December 5, 2010

This photo was taken with cliques, But without Xueqii,
Sighhh..
I am so damn bored ,
Anyway ,
Wasnt in good mood recently,
Sorry if i throw temper at anyone,
I dun mean it arhh..
Paisehhh..
I miss the fun with you all,
Will we have it next year?
I guess no?





Sat ;
Went to help mum at their stores till 1 plus,
Then went home,
Pack my stuff,
Charge my phone ,
Then off to bath,
Then went out to pool,
At hougang plaza,
I swear its damn bored .
Somehow i regretted going,
Althought i jio everyine to go,
Yet i dun feel the fun ,
Sighhhh..
Then off the pool,
Went to meet xinping at bus stop ,
With lingg they all,
Then waited for 20mins,
While chatting,
Laughing like mad ,
Although , i am not happy.
Then went to buy ice-cream.
Then off to 1st floor,
Wanted lingg and minghui to take balloon,
But run out le,
Sad!
Hahass.
Then went to NEX the new shopping mall,
With xinping , lingg , minghui & yubin,
Then walk till half way,
Xinping cousin call,
She had to meet her cousin there?
Then we continue walking?
was lost somehow ,
Finally found the way out,
Hahas..
Thanks minghui and lingg for the laughter,
I seriously enjoy it,
Thanks alot,
Then headed back to hougang ,
They wanted to eat,
Then accompany them ,
Then i did not eat ,
I dun wan the appetite ,
Then order drink thenn..
Hahass..
Then went to hougang mall,
Cause minghui wants to go popular,
I thought he so GUAI !
But nope ,
He went to buy stuff,
Then went to walk around for awhile,
Then they wanted to see me home,
SO yeahh,
Walk to bus stop,
Then take bus 27 ,
That minghui so damn cute !
Hahas,
Then we say about lots of thing.
Hahahss.
Then went to my house downstair,
chatted for 1 hour plus
Then they ask me go home,
They also went home.
Thanks for wat you guy had say ,
I appericate ,
I understand too. (:



To you ; They brain wash me , they told me lots of thing about you all , actually , maybe at first i dun understand till they explain clearly to me, i dun think you are this kind of guy , i would not say but i really hope you are not. i pray and hope okayy?





Xinping ;
Cheerup bahh ..
Thing will change , people also change.



Hahas ; you know wat 2 is better than 1 ? maybe i know.
I understand it thanks to my brother and sister in law !





Now to me , i guess i am just a spare tyre to you, you know its hurts me deep down? sighh..



Sun ;
wake up at 5.30 ,
Do all the wash up,
and out i go ,
went to help my parent again,
Then was damn tired la ,
2 days sleep 8 hours only?
I am so tired,
Maybe tired let me not to think about thing?
You know i missyou every seconds and mins ,
till you wake up?
Really !
I keep looking at my phone you know?
Sighh..
Help out till 3 plus?
Then went to pack up ,
And off we go ,
HOMED !
Then went to bath went reach home ,
Then use com till now.



To you ; I can tell you this , i will wait de. watch and see, i have faith ! why are you trying to aviod the question i asked you? guilty? i dunno too.
Sorry for not texting you at 11.11 , cause i really dunno should i or should i not. sorryy.





My mind is full with thing,
Hope to get them out,
I dun wann to stress myself up le,
I am tired .
Really , i am !
Haizz..
Sighhhhh....





I will post till here ,
bye !

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Photo with Sheryee !

see, the time,
Sorry did not text you at 11.11,
I dun wish to disturb you.
My message for you is,
Its 11.11 , i hope you will be happy. (:


Today went to help out at my mum shop in the morning,
Then went off in the afternoon ,
Then went to pool,
WITH FRIEND ! (:

i WILL POST TILL HERE THENN.
Bye Bye

Thursday, December 2, 2010

How i wish i can get back this smile,
I feel so unhappy ,
But i guess no one knew.
So yeahh,
Gonna keep everything to myself ,
But i will be unhappy more and more ,
Sighh.
How i wish i can tell to someone i can trust.
Haizz..

I regretted alot of things ,
Sighh..

I regretted not to treasure the past,
I regretted meeting you?
I regretted not to know you more,
I regretted to keep thing in my mind,
I regretted having to hide all my thought,
I regretted to suffer for you,
I regretted not to love you,
I regretted not to tell you my feeling,
I regretted everything that i had not done with you.



I am getting jealous over small thing,
That not my usual self le,
My mood change because of jealous,
Sighhh...

Seriously, i told you once le, i really regretted knowing him i guess, i dunno why too, i always tell you think that i cant solve, i know you could help but this time round, i dun think so lei, maybe i guess , you dunno my feeling yet , i am getting tired le, really..


MrTannnn ;
Thanks for being there for me,
I am seriously down just now,
Thanks alot,
I appericate alot,
Thanks for the accompany,
Although ,
I did not told you anything,
Paisehh to waste your time,
Thanks for the words.
(:

Thanks for letting say out lots of thing, i am feeling lots better than just now, At least now i am not that stress le bahh. Thanks.

I will post till here i guess,
Bye !

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

I guess i will the memories with this girl bahh,
Next year not same class as clique le,
Hope you all 5 will take good care of one another,
Dun because of small thing quarrel or fight hor,
Seriously ,
i will miss you guy like hell,
I made the choice to take amaths ,
i knew i gonna give up something else,
So sorry ,
The thing i have to give up was you guy ,
Seriously,
I will miss the happiness , sadness .
Thanks !
ILOVEYOUU !

Hey thanks for wat you had say yesterday , seriously i am touched by your word, i seriously dun wan you to be worried for me , iamsorry to make you worry , but i seriously need someone now, although i may be happy in front of you all , its does not mean that i am happy, sorry to acted happy in front of you , or act okayy in front of you. Sorry , i hope you will forgive me .

Xinping ;
This is for you,
I should say a sorry first,
Sorry to make you worried for me,
Sorry to make you sleep late,
Thanks for the care and concern.
Somehow , i should say i need someone bahh,
I dunno who will really be there for me,
You? Him?
I dunno ?
I dunno who to trust longer ,
I dunno wat you guy say is right or wrong le,
Sometime i really find it hard to understand,
I put in lots of effort to find out wat you all are thinking,
Yet i found out nothing and make mydelf even more stress.
Seriously,
I knew i can trust you de,
I know you are doing for my sake,
I really thank you,
But i seriously no longer wat you are thinking le.
Sorry to say that.
Anyway ,
Sorry to make you about yesterday thing.
Paisehh arhh,
Make you lose all your sleep.

AhhhhTannn ;
I am sorry to make you worried ,
I guess i wasted your 3 hours,
The question you asked me,
I did not really reply with my heart,
I am sorry about it,
But this is the 1st time ,
Going out with someone for 3 hours ,
But did not talk much,
Although ,
You are trying your best to help me ,
Nothing was done,
Its just make its worse,
But seriously i am going thanks you from my bottom of heart,
Thank you for being my shoulder always,
Seriously sometime i really dunno wat to believe anymore.
Sighh..
I hope you have never lied to me before.
Thanks alot anyway !

Iamreally sorry about just now during the midnight, lots of thing happen , everything changes, the trust for you change too, i no longer know wat to trust le , i am getting tired of everything you know? sighh, thanks for your shoulder , i am really tired, haizz.. hope everything end soon?

Okayy,
I post till here,
I guess i gonna post again tonight?
Bye bye !